I cut myself
Or people cut me every time.
I've got all these cuts
Visible or invisible,
Temporary or Permanent,
Some impact and some don't,
Some don't bleed and some always do.
I've got these cuts
And it's killing me everyday.
It's like the room is getting smaller every second.
It's giving me trust issues.
It's making my mouth shut.
It's making me volatile.
It's not letting me open up.
It's scaring me.
And most of all, it's giving me pain.
I want to die
But I don't give up so easily.
These cuts are sucking my soul.
And then people ask me, "ARE YOU OK?"
And my response is, "YEAH, I'M FINE"
~Aishveen Dhanoa