I used to find beauty in everything,
Always finding good things,
Believing in everyone,
Doing dumb things without care,
Being stupid, being innocent.
Boy! I wanna be a child again.
I wanna be my old self again.
The noise in my head is so goddamn loud
That it is f**king me up.
It's telling me that I don't matter.
It's telling me to kill myself.
Man! Reality is so f**ked up.
And people are so damn sophisticated
That they don't like messy.
I really want to see beauty again,
Finding good things again,
Believe again,
Doing whatever I want to do without care.
~AISHVEEN DHANOA